I Believe...

THAT I CAN DO ALL THINGS TROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME !

BUT MAN, LAST WEEK I WAS TESTED .. AGAIN , I HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR WORK … WORK THAT I WANTED TO BE FOR THE KINGDOM… I PUT IN MY BID AS THEY SAY FOR THE JOB .. WENT TO THE INTERVIEW .. ON THE 11TH OF JANUARY .. I THOUGHT IT WENT WELL .. BUT I WAITED .. I PRAYED AND THE WORDS .. WAIT UPON THE LORD .. WOULD ALWAYS COME .. I HAD A GOOD FEELING BEFORE THE INTERVIEW .. I HAD SUCH A STRUGGLE WAITING .. THEN FINALLY I GAVE IN .. AND LEFT MESSAGES REGARDING THEIR VERDICT .. I CALLED AN THEN E MAILED THE E MAIL RETURNED SAYING OUT OF TOWN TILL JAN 6 AND THE INTERVIEW WAS ON THE 11TH .. OH WELL I FELT CONFUSED , AND THAT I HAD DISOBEYED THE WORD SAYING WAIT UPON THE LORD .. AND I WAS ALSO CONFUSED BECAUSE I WAS REMINDED OF THE FAITH WITHOUT WORKS IS DEATH.. WORD … DUH ? WHAT ?

NOW I REALIZE THAT MY HEAVENLY FATHER SAID I WILL PROVIDE .. CAST YOUR CARE … I BEGAN TO FEEL GUILTY BECAUSE I FELT I HAD WAVERED WITH DOUBT AND LITTLE FAITH . THE ENEMY PUT A DOUBLE WAMMY ON ME .. I HAD THE POWER THROUGH THE HOLY SPIRIT TO STOP THE SELF TORTURE .. I AM STILL WAITING.. BUT I PRESS ON .. ON MY TREADMILL I HAVE THE WORD PASTED ON IT THAT SAYS .. DO NOT GROW WEARY IN WELL DOING .. I KNOW GOD HAS GREAT PLANS FOR ME TO SHOW HIS GREATNESS.. ANOTHER TEST .. HE GAVE ME THE GIFTS OF THE SPIRIT INCLUDING PATIENCE AND JOY.. I DIDN’T USE THEM I KNOW.. HE GIVES ME MORE MERCY A NEW DAY … SO TODAY I WILL PRESS ON .. WITH JOY ! HE STILL LOVES ME .. HOORAY !!.. NEW DAY ! NEW MERCIES .. !!I AM STILL KNOCKING ON THE DOOR ASKING FOR HIS BLESSINGS SO I CAN PASS THEM ON .. I HOPE YOU WILL DO THE SAME ..HE LOVES US AND ONLY WANTS THE BEST FOR US ! REST .. TRUST , BELIEVE .. HE ALWAYS DELIVERS US . HOW SOON WE FORGET ALL HE HAS ALREADY DONE FOR US.. MAGNIFY THAT !!! THAT WILL PUT THE WHOOP ON THE ENEMY!

AMEN !!!